Cried... about how overwhelmed I feel this week! After this week I'm going to have to reassess some things and get our lives calmer again.
Felt... the weirdest pain all day! Right at my hairline, directly above my pupil, is a small spot that hurts when touched! The best way I can describe the pain is like a painful pimple or a cold sore being bumped too hard, but in this case there is no mark or bump of any kind and just a light touch feels like that. Very annoying.
Held... my baby for a long nap because this sweet little one is only taking 5-10 minute naps at a time this week and is kinda miserable from it! I felt so anxious at first because I had so much to do and was so aware that every minute spent rocking the baby was another minute I was falling behind on everything else. God knew what he was doing when he made oxytocin, y'all. A few minutes into rocking I thought, THIS is what life is really about. This is what I want to prioritize. Slow, calm, simple, loving- this is what feels good. People on their deathbeds don't wish that they'd accomplished more tasks or committed to more things. They wish they'd loved their people even more. I had fully planned to set my sleeping babe down and get back to work but I savored the moment instead and lo and behold, a nap in my arms lasted much longer than other recent naps have!
Listened to... the audio book of Jimmy on Hoopla. Liking it so far.
Made... So much food, goodness! Lots of it with the help of my girls. Along with our usual breakfasts and lunches today we also baked burger buns and made BBQ jackfruit sandwiches (from this cookbook) to take our friends' house for dinner tonight, this white bean ricotta for lasagna tomorrow, and a chocolate mint pie (from this cookbook) for birthday dessert tomorrow.
Read... Exodus // The first few pages of When God Says Wait // several kid books after I got the baby down for the night.
Thought about... a ministry I can do for the children in my church when my baby gets a little older. Obviously neither of us can handle it at the moment but eventually!
Visited... Some friends and felt so grateful for the fellowship!
Wished... I had a food processor while making a the dessert from Sweet Indulgence! I think we made it work with the blender + by hand but I may get one before the next special occasion.
Worked on... Our family Christmas book! This is going to be such a treasure!